not polished

I was reading Nancy's blog. She did not blog that much, but apparently each blog is perfectly polished. Just like her work--everytime I turn in a stack of yellow legal pads full of scrambles, she would turn in a latexed homework. My blog is a mess as well, many grammar mistakes and some spelling mistakes. I guess I take it as my notes, notes about life, not academics. I hope to jot down things and thoughts, but am too lazy to clean them up. I might lose quite a lot on the way, but cleaning them up is too time-consuming...optimization, equal MB with MC.... with this note, 70 years later, I will not look at my blog and complain I was too lazy

I have tons of notes

I have accumulated tons of notes the past year. Unfortunately, most of them are lost. Some of them actually quite valuable, and I think I put tons of effort in writing them. I still have tons left though. I printed them out and they are on my desk. But they are quite bad notes so far. So incomplete, missing details, and containing too many errors. I hope to get around and clean those notes up. Sigh...the longer I wait, the less I am able to complete those notes, and the less inclined I will be to clean those notes up. at the risk of sounding narcissist, I think they are good notes....